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| 09:01pm 26/10/2005 |
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Man it's been awhile. well the latest news is that my dad passed away on 9/18/05 now with my mother who if you didn't know passed away 10/28/02.....well now they are together for good which is nice to think about also.... aj and i broke up a while ago like about4 months ago and the sad thing is that i still love him with all my heart but he wants nothing to do with me. Also I don't talk to Cindy like i used to which sucks. I have no more friends really like in the long run which i can't stand because now is the time where i notice that i seriously have no one. I love hanging out with Jessica and her family they truely help me when i need them. I'm pretty sure that no one looks at this thing anymore which is kind of funny man i started this thing when i started going to with Francis wow now that was a long time ago. so yeah and my brother is going to have a baby boy!! thats sweet he is going to be the cutest nephew ever! then.... my 18th birthday is in like 6 more days oh hell yeah! and im going to have a big birthday/halloween party at michaels house so that will be sweet. I bet there is alot more but i just can't think of anything right now. the main thing thats been on my mind is Aj i dont know why but i cant stop thinking about him i wish that someone loved me back i mean really loves me not just saying it because they can but because they have that burning flame in their heart....yeah see just like how i wish that my parents were alive....its never going to happen...aj will never talk to me again and will never want me the same and if thats how its going to be then.... i just dont know what to do, im just going to be sad for the rest of my life of course.... the only way to make myself happy is to go to europe and go to school. it's kind of like getting a new start. I need it i dont have many people to talk to any more i mean damn im writing in this live journal something that i havent done in about a year and im serious. and i bet im not even going to get a comment......hahaha man im good. well if anyone did read this i hope they like their life a little more then they did. good night everyone and if you want you can leave a comment.....
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| 07:27pm 30/01/2005 |
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mood:  NUTTY music: tv on the radio
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hey well geeze...lots has happened....i'm still going out with AJ and i feel that i truely love him.....and cindy is going out with steven so im extremely happy for them. i dont think i did good on my reportcard...lets hope i dont get into any trouble also i had surgery on a very weird part of my body...and yes it hurt like hell. i havent been home in such a long time b/c i am always at Aj's house, with i love so much and i feel that things are going great except my grades but im going to bring them up this comming marking period. well my dad is doing great but he has to go in for another surgery soon so lets hope he comes out of this one ok.... and my brother is moving in with ashley soon so thats going to kick ass... i hope he is happy about that also i feel that everything is awesome and im scared that aunt donna is going to find a way to mess it up somehow.....that would suck so much ass but lets not think about that.....love katheryn also i have a my space account just incase someone however reads thing just so happens to have a my space account...well you can just go and add me if you want ................LOVE KATHERYN |
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| 05:23pm 07/01/2005 |
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Hey well geeze so much has happened lately that i have no idea if i can get it all down. well my dad went into the hospital i think about a month ago because he had open heart surgery. well the day i found out that he had the surgery they said that he had to go back in because he was bleeding on the inside, which wasn't good at all. further more, we got in the car and saw him as soon as we could because he is in richmond. when we got there they said they had called everyone in new york and all my family were coming down b/c the doctors said it was going to be crazy if he was to live past 48 hours. After hearing that i went crazy i couldn't believe that i was about to lose another parent i mean damn i don't want that to happen again. well time went on and me michael ashley and aunt donna all took many trips up there to see him and they some of the problems dad has been having is that his kidneys arent working, he wasn't breathing on his own so he had tubes down his throat, and if he was able to get better he still had to go back into another surgery. Oh and i forgot to say what they did the surgery on. Well they only went in because they were going to get one anurisim, but when they went in they found 4 anurisims and that he also has cancer on his kidney! well they only fixed 3 of the anurisims and didn't try to get the cancer b/c they needed what little bit of his kidneys that he had left to help him recover from the surgery. Now they say that he is doing alot better and he is breathing on his own now so that is wonderful, although now his kidneys still aren't working and where they had to open him up well his wounds are infected so if you want to go see him he is in a room where you have to put on a suit to go see him so you dont kill him! i mean DAMN can things just go good for him i mean just this once!....well thats the latest that i have heard from him and i think all of it is pretty crappy.... but anyways there is still more that i haven't been saying in this thing that i need to tell you all(or whoever reads this haha) well i went to new york the day after christmas and have a blast i got to see lots of my family and of course i ate until i burst. i love it up there. then the on the first michael and ashley came by b/c they were in NYC for new years eve and partied so they stopped by and we all hung out then we went to the movies and say life aquatic which by the way was too awesome. then the next day i had to get up at 9 so i could get on the plane and go home which was cool because i really wanted to go home because i kind of missed aj just alittle too much so once i got home i called him and he came over and hung out and watched a movie until it got dark such a sweetie i seriously love him so much he makes me so happy!but now school is back and it was my first week back from break and now its friday and all i want to do is go to the mall and get cindy's birthday present and return aj's jeans!!oh and i got a kick ass mp3 cd playerfor my car for christmas so now i can listen to all the music i want and no more radio thanks goodness!!! well i think thats about all i can say and i hope you enjoyed reading all this crazy stuff love katheryn.......................dont forget you can comment if you would like to wink wink, hint hint!!! thanks |
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| 04:16pm 16/11/2004 |
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well this weekend Michael and Ashley came over with there new go-ped, which by the way was too awesome! Then Cindy and I went to animal jungle and got food for Louie and Nimbus(my pets) well of course the snake did not eat. Although Louie ate over 15 crickets!! Way to go Louie!! now thats my kind of Pet. haha then yesterday it has been a month that AJ and I have been going out so we hung out for a while yesterday. I had a blast, I love being with him. He helped paint the front room haha and had nikki boss him around which was almost funny hehehe. but today I went on a field trip with my astronomy class and then I got a call from the driving school and they said I start on monday so I'm really excited! I thought it was cool because I was thinking about that today in school wondering when they were going to call me so I guess today was a good day for me lets just hope it stays that way for the rest of the night!! Well I think I have covered a great portion of my past few days and now I think I'm going to go listen to some good bands. Love Katheryn! |
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| 08:54pm 10/11/2004 |
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Today i didn't go to school because I'm sick. So AJ came over and brought me some won ton soup!!!! he is just the greatest!! I dont know what I did to deserve such a great guy. I mean on my birthday he brought me flowers and left them on my front porch early in the morning with a card, then when I got to school he put some goodies on my desk for me to find which was very sweet! and when I got home he brought me a big box of Krispy Kream!! and in case you didn't know I LOVE KRIPSY KREAM!!!! he is just the best!! hehehe I'm truly happy. Then this is my last weekend of me being grounded and the weekend after that I'm going to stay at Papo's (like my step dad)house with cindy and I think I'm going to try and see if AJ wants to hang out but I haven't talked to him about it yet. hopefully all goes well Cindy is going to try to bring someone as well so we might just have a great weekend to come I mean papo is the funniest guy ever so it's bound to be fun! oh yeah hehehe
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| 03:28pm 30/10/2004 |
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mood:  ecstatic music: The Pixies!!!!!
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My brother got me the greatest present in the world for my birthday! He got me The Pixies ticket!!!!!!! I get to see them on december 6th!!!! and I will be off restriction by that time too!! I'm so happy right now!! well two more days until my birthday! I can't wait!!! (Thanks Michael!) well thats all I want to say love Katheryn |
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| 03:43pm 25/10/2004 |
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Well I talked to my aunt and she came to her senses and told me that I don't have to be grounded for the extra month! but I was also telling her that the 4 months to begin with was kind of harsh all in it's self so who knows what might go on with that!.... besides that I had a good day in school. AJ wasn't in class today because he had some band thing to do lucky him! hehehe well he gave me a ride home so that was nice to be able to hang out with him for a little while. We are both grounded so it's kind of funny in a way. well its alright he only has like a week or two to go, so he is alright. man on friday Papo's step dad Frank died...it's so weird b/c it's around the same time that my mom died, just two years later....damn. well it's alright all good things have to come to an end soon or later. I just feel bad for him and I love him so much. well thats all I really can say for now....love Katheryn |
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| 01:08pm 24/10/2004 |
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mood:  exhausted music: The Pixies
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I'm Back! and guess what...I'm grounded for another month! I bet your wondering what I did to get grounded for an additional month...maybe you are thinking that i got so trashed that the cops had to bring me back to my camp site? or I had beaten the crap out of some unknown stranger and set them on fire?.....well no, none of that happened. I was just doing what i do every camping trip. I was walking around and i didn't check in. They say that it was 3 hours but in reality i was only got for an hour any they had just seen me. I'm telling you my aunt hates me and just want my life to be a living hell. man she sucks...now I'm going to be grounded until 1/25/05! Why doesn't she just kill me or beat me for 3 days straight and just get if over with. hahaha I just wish I had enough balls to just stand up to her and tell her that none of this is right. I mean damn i was walking around for an hour....and i get a month!!!! and the thing that really pisses me off is that when i got in trouble with cindy and her parents decided that they were going to tell aunt donna only for the fact that they thought that if we got in trouble by aunt donna that she would tell her parents (like this situation)....well aunt donna didnt tell her parents. so cindys parents didnt even have to tell donna just for that fact that donna wouldn't have told them. Although its a different situation but oh well out of all this shit that I have been getting in trouble for I have gotten grounded for 5 whole months hahahahahahahahahahaha god life is good.cindy has been grounded for 2 weeks.Cindy is lucky. well I need to get started on my project, I just had to let you know how my camping trip went....beside all that b/s it was a great trip we got a bunch of good pictures of it all! love Katheryn |
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| 06:05pm 21/10/2004 |
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well it has finally came down to it....Now no one puts comments on this and now it's only for my personal enjoyment hahaha but it's cool like that!.....on with the day....I got to hang out with AJ today and we had a blast I think he is the cutest thing I have ever seen! I just want to keep him forever and ever! hahahaha (if only) but anyways, Today was funny because I have this really bad thing where I never call anyone even if I tell them I well, I wont. Well I was talking to Forrest and some of his friends come up to talk to him then one of them started talking to me and he told me that he remembers me form a concert, he said that I had came up to him (while his girlfriend was with him) and I told him that I knew him and wanted his #...so he gives it to me and in the process I made his g/f mad (woops).....so he tells me this and I finally remember, mind you it was like 2 years ago...He kept saying that he has been waiting 2 years for your phone call, i just laughted and was like...sorry its all about AJ.... then everyone started yelling at me because I never call anyone even if i go through the trouble of getting the persons phone number it was cute.... but it's ok because I call my sweetie and thats all that matters now right?...Right!! hehehehe......i don't know I just found that pretty amusing anyways everyone(to all the people who don't read this) have a great day! love Katheryn |
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| 06:17pm 17/10/2004 |
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I can't even go to my brothers house! what kind of crap is that?!? I have friends that go and party over there more then I do...Way more then I do. Isn't that something else...by the time I'm able to stay over there I'll have my own place and I wont care about it anymore. That's something to look forward to.....yeah....I just wish my aunt would get over herself and understand that I'm not her...that I dont so the stuff she did when she was a kid.... Man that was really mean to have said but it's true....If I knew that it was a bad idea to go there then i wouldn't put myself in that situation, also I'm more than sure that my brother wouldn't let anything bad happen to me, and if there was any doubt in his mind that something would go wrong he wouldn't let me come either. Donna just doesn't understand that we are at the point where we can watch out for ourselves, she just happens to be the one who takes money from me once a month so I can sleep in this hell hole.... Anyways i'll stop complaining hahahaahahahahaha.... everyone have a great time reading this dumb thing... love Katheryn! |
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| 06:07pm 15/10/2004 |
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mood: loved music: the killers
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Today I got asked out by AJ and of course I said yes!!! I'm extremely happy! For some reason I'm not scared, which is always a good thing. I just hope I don't mess things up (knock on wood) hahaha.... no I think I would do anything for this guy, just as long as he is good to me. Although so far he has been a doll. But is things don't go too good it will be alright....maybe hehehe kidding hehehe but yeah I'm just really happy....hopefully all goes well
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| 12:47pm 03/10/2004 |
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mood: predatory music: Death cab for cutie
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Lately I have been having a good time. My friend AJ has been coming over and keeping me busy as well as has Cindy!! The other day Cindy kidnapped me and left all the doors in the house wide open! man I'm so glad Nikki didn't yell at me hehehehe. Then this weekend Tani came over and AJ came over but after he left Tani started talking to me at like 1 in the morning and didn't stop until like around 3:30. After we were talking she decided to take me home with her so I could go watch a play with her the next day. so Gilbert let me go and I spent the night at Tani's house. Saturday Mia came home we went out to eat *Shrimp and Pork rolls* OH YEAH!!! HEHEHE then we went to the mall and Tani bought me the sweetest outfit!! then we headed on over to see the play (mamma mia) That was awesome all in its self! then I came home ate dinner and watched movies until AJ came over and we talked for a while. Now I'm just bored waiting for Cindy to come over so we can have fun!! well I think I'm going to get off and make myself something to eat hehehehe................
Love Katheryn
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| 05:53pm 22/09/2004 |
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Why is it that every time I have a conversation with anyone in the house I feel like I want to go shoot myself afterward?! why are all the people I truly love so far away from me, examples, mom michael dad cindy etc.... why, why do I have to live with people I can't stand, can't talk to with out wanting to hurt myself! I just want to leave and never come back. I feel that my friends parents care more about me and show it more then the people I'm living with!!!! why?! I dont want to ask why, I just don't want to care anymore. I just feel like my aunt and my cousin are a little team who are against me at all times. They dont understand that I want my mom and just leave (goodness I sound like a three year old. Good. man I don't want to talk trash about anyone. Its just that they make me feel like crap and the only one in the house that really understands how I feel is Gilbert(my uncle) I can tell my aunt sucks up to me at times b/c she doesn't want me to think about moving up to New York but now that I'm grounded I think she wants me to start sucking up to her, well she has another thing coming, because thats not happening. you know my brother said awhile back that he was going to be there for me and yes he has but its times like these where I need him the most but he isn't around and that's not fun. damn I'm just going on about pointless stuff and its making me mad. I think the reason behind this entry was to say that I dont want to be here and I can say that everyday until I die, but its not going to happen so why do I waste my time saying it and hoping for it. I should know better by now. well damn this sucks im sorry that this was so pointless but I was really upset I was talking to my cousin and all she could do is say that my aunt was right and just made me feel like she like I was just complaining. oh well the phone is ringing and no one is getting it God its making me mad!! sorry for all the anger love katheryn |
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| 11:10pm 21/09/2004 |
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mood: excited music: maroon 5 hehe and the decemberists
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Well today Rocked! i got to see Cindy(my love) and we went and got free dairy queen cones OH YEAH! then we came back and she gave me my check...then guess who pops up... the kid from my french class and he said hi then told me he was going to call me...by the way once he left Cindy said he was a looker Oh yeah! hehehe well then Cindy went home and my cousin lil gilbert brought his baby over and we saw him for the first time (too cute) then the french kid called me up, which was awesome b/c i didn't think he was going to. So we talked then he had to do work so we got off now I'm just in a good mood which is awesome.....oh by the was guy who stopped by yesterday... yeah he never called me today....maybe tomorrow.... oh well the french kid is something to look forward to have a great time reading my words love katheryn |
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| 09:04pm 20/09/2004 |
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mood: numb music: The Decemberists
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Well today I had an unexpected guest, which I was very pleased to have over. Also we had a nice time hanging out, it just makes me miss the good old days and want to have them back now! but everyone wants something or someone they can't have, right? Oh well, he said he was going to call me and come over again, lets just see if he can keep his word this time. (I hope so) anyways I want talking to my friend and she was going to talk to this one guy for me (who happened to give me his # and wanted me to go to one of his shows!) she talked to him and this is what he said....Baybieblueyz7: i was like who ya interested in these days
Baybieblueyz7: n he said no one
Baybieblueyz7: i said uuuhhh huh sure
Baybieblueyz7: n he said ya know im always interested in someone
WeezerChick101: hahaha
Baybieblueyz7: i said i know!
Baybieblueyz7: n he said im interested in he said ur french name lol
thats makes me happy! but other then that the guys at ATC don't talk much except for one in my class and this kid on the bus, Tim he is pretty nice, well that's all for now I think I have said as much pointless information for the few people who do read this hehehe, oh yeah I know that no one wants to hear but its getting to be that time where I start to remember the last days of my mom and yes thats never fun for me. So if I might seem sad, thats b/c I'm thinking of her just in case you notice. Although no one ever does b/c I'm crazy like that. well have a great time love katheryn! |
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| 09:08pm 08/09/2004 |
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mood: disappointed music: grandaddy
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well alot of Shit has happened well I had a job but then it got taken away because I got grounded for sneaking out of my friends house after work and we got caught so my aunt decided to make me quit and I'm grounded for 4 god damn straight months!!! I mean WoW I never do anything to make it so I'm grounded for more then 1 month. oh well it's said and done so oh well.....Then now I'm going to school which today was my second day and yes I guess I can say my classes are going to be ok I love my french class, astronomy is cool because I have steven and justin with my, english seems pretty hard, also history is going to be hell my teacher is crazy, hahahaha YES!! and ATC is cool there are 2 pretty nice looking guys hopefully they end up nice...who knows they might be cocky...(i hate that) anyways school is good I'm grounded for 4 months and I can't see Cindy (damn!!) also I had to quit my job.... so now I'm here stuck doing homework or just being bored so I just had to tell everyone or anyone who reads this thing and I hope you got a kick out of my misery love Katheryn |
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| 09:49am 18/08/2004 |
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i just got back from court and i watched cindy walk away with only having to go to traffic school and nothing for the cerfew,and me on the other hand..well i didnt have to do any community service or anything so i got nothing!! yay im so damn happy well im going to go on with the rest of my day now just had to shair the good news! |
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| 12:00am 18/08/2004 |
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yeah i got home on sat because i had been in new york for a week... yes i got to stay with my uncle Bill's house and my friend cindy got to come with me so i was extra excited!!we had so much fun EATING,and Laughing!! also i cant forget my horror movies...hehehe well i want to go back up for winter break so im getting excited about that... the plane ride there and back kicked ass i had to sit next to big fat guys who took up way too much room! hahha oh yeah and i got a whole bag of peanuts all to myself because i ashed to lady too many times so she just gave me the whole bag its awesome i still have some left hahaha...well when we were up there i got to pet a deer and cindy got to swim in a lake at old forge, which by the way was sooooo beautiful there arent even words to describe it.well thats about it really if i can think of anything more i will say it later love you! |
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| 06:06pm 27/07/2004 |
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WeezerChick101: hey
Bentoneria15: hey fuckface
WeezerChick101: hey jackass
WeezerChick101: no its fatass
WeezerChick101: duhhhhhhh
Bentoneria15: you dumbass
WeezerChick101: hahahahah
Bentoneria15: hahahaha
hehehe yeah crazy talk see how nice we are together... |
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| 07:44pm 20/07/2004 |
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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